i dont have a lot to say that fits all of the following categories <br>
<ul>
  <li>is something i want to say</li>
  <li>is something that i have words for</li>
  <li>is something that is guaranteeed to make sense </li>
</ul>

this is the monday that i was dying

its 10:39pm

i havent taken the sleep pill yet but i really should

im gonna blame the fever for this mood im having

we'll see



maybe tomorrow my thoughts will turn brighter


<br>


,, i feel my eyes watering every time i think about how much i love you 




<p>no<br /> 
i feel like<br /> 
the only way is to<br /> 
put in more effort<br /> 
i want you <br /> 
<br /> 
but how can i <br /> 
get you<br /> 
<br /> 
<del>but</del> how can i<br /> 
get you<br /> 
<br /> 
<del>but how</del> can i <br /> 
get you?<br /> 
</p>