Yeah but you still have a life to keep up?

That would be ideal. Yes.

What’s stopping you then?

Nothing, i just think of everything as endlessly nostalgic. It’s recursive, and half the time recursion is bad.

and the other half, recursion is terrible.

Yes. Now, obviously, if yesterday seems better today, why am i surprised to wake up in the morning with the same feeling exactly the same way i felt last time i woke up?

Why are you surprised? That’s your question?

Yes, it’s not optimism anymore. It's just logic. How can downhill just be downhill? Should i keep driving? It’s nice to coast along with good music, but…. I swear i’ve seen the same sign every mile for the last hour. Destination 1 ½ miles ahead.

Well, you put that there. You thought, you believed, and you pictured it. This is your “logic”. Acting/pretending as if you “deserve” good things. You deserve a crash. Hey! Listen! Where are your eyes?

I looked ahead for a second. See? We’re so close! Destination only 1 ½ miles ahead.

Jesus fuck