today ive been mostly alone, but havent felt lonely i took a walk this afternoon and that felt refreshing. i bought an iced coffee on a vending machine and drank (drunk?) it on a park. it felt nice and quiet, despite the park is in the middle of two roads and there are cars constantly passing by. anyways, i enjoyed it. finally i spoke with my supervisor about leaving the company. he offered me a way in which if something goes wrong and i need to come back in a future, it would be easier for me. i thanked him for that, and with job things the more carfeul, the better. even though my intention is to leave a comeback as a 'Plan D', at least i also spoke today with a guy from my old group of friends. he seems to be a bit disappointed and lost, same as me. but he's also finding his way around it. i hope he makes it, he sure will i feel grateful for this afternoon's sun, the water and not having to work today