It's just too much. I have to reduce my expectations of myself even further as long as my paying job is that stressful. I hardly do anything on the weekends as it is. Watch YouTube and one or two movies, write a few dozen lines of code at best (sometimes none), minimum maintenance of the flat and eat. I have even less energy to get up from watching any moving pictures today. But the even bigger problem is that it's very unlikely that my job will get any less exausting this year, or next year. I'll get another three days off this months. I need three months.

Alcohol: So far none

Nicotine: heavy vaping, 0.3 mg/ml