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I feel sad every now and then when I see little kids, or things that are related to babies and little kids.
It's a sadness that goes away after a while, but it's definitely been debilitating to have to think back to a childhood I never had every so often.
I wanna go back and be my own friend when I needed one most. It's not like I'm out of the woods yet, but I'm definitely better off than I was before.

Am I an okay person? Am I good enough for someone to pat me on the head and say, "great work with this and that," without me feeling like I didn't deserve it?
I hope so.
Darnit, I want a hug.