My vacation in Greece is going well and it's proven itself to be a great way to unwind and relax.
But the thoughts of loneliness are kinda amplified by being in a foreign country where you don't even barely know the people around you.
I hope I can push them away, especially with so many people I like talking to ghosting me or acting distant.
Even people who say they care about me seem to only mean it superficialy and never reach out to me to check how I'm doing.
Maybe I'm a shitty selfish person who has no understanding for others. I hope that isn't the case.
Making accusations toward myself doesn't help me, so I try to tone it down, but I suppose that sometimes they turn out right.
I just don't wanna be a shitty person, but I also don't wanna feel shitty.