something interesting about ~town is that it seems like the first legitimately "new" thing I've brought to my life in years.

like... even despite getting a job in 2015, I feel like I'd stagnated completely. No new experiences, I just had money and still did nothing. I just spend all my time working now, instead of sleeping. (seriously, my sleep's gone down the gutter, especially lately)

it fits right in around the time I decided I really need to change a big handful of everything, too. I'm not 17 no matter how I feel anymore, I need to actually start acting like an adult in some fashion. making big changes to my life when needed is part of this.

maybe more new things. maybe just correcting age-old bad behaviors. I dunno. But let's try to slowly change things.