So, we're officially down one person now. (Supposedly.)
This will mean one of a few things:
- I get put on the "emergency schedule": A consistent 5-5.5 hour block throughout Monday to friday, and 6 on Saturday. One day off, but consistent schedule makes up a bit for it.
- Shit continues as it has, as they've been scrambling to find someone. I grow increasingly more tired and withdrawn until any time not at work is spent asleep some days
- Someone new comes aboard, and schedules bounce around yet even more into something different.
Everyone except me hates #1. I understand it's tougher, but I'm far better off when I don't have wacky hours and 2-week schedules. I don't want us to be operating poorly, but... there's a point where I just have to put myself first.
For the moment, I'll end up running out week 2 of my current schedule. (This is good, as Thursday night I have something to do.)
Will this signal the end of me venting about how tired I am and how much my schedule sucks and people pissing me off? I dunno. I've noticed my patience lessening over the past couple months. I'd like a chance to get some of that back.