another night, another crash (again)

I've been a bundle of nerves these past few days, since the weekend or so. Been trying to pull out of it, since... it's not doing me any favors as far as trying to be more outgoing.

I can't help but wonder how much will change once the weekends come back. (I should know better than to just "dash forward", so to speak, though. It only seems to make things a bit worse.)