29 October 2024, Tuesday

I feel like I've kind of gone in a circle, again.  Back near the start of semester I was in a horrible place mentally -- breaking down in tears over nothing, having panic attacks in the shower, constantly falling into these paranoid spirals of thinking all my friends would leave me.  And over the months I started to heal from it, to crawl towards a more stable mental state.

Then some fuck leaks my personal stuff and it's all back to square one.

Still want to do more with my tilde.town account ... it's nice here!  Might kinda purge a lot of what I wrote, little prolog programs and such, and get a clean home directory to do things with.  Writing, programming, maybe finally returning to IRC chat now and again.  Curate a nice links page on my website, and a corresponding one for Gopher.

Should make more feels posts, about anything.