currently trying to finish the outline of a research speech due tomorrow. i'm so fucking tired, and even after this is done i gotta make a powerpoint. then there's a massive art assignment i've not even started, that needs to be done by friday. im so, _so_ tired. it seems kinda like the best thing for it is to pull an all-nighter tonight to get _everything_ done, sleep super early tomorrow, and do my goddamn best the morning after. we're doing live studies of a nude model, which i'm nervous about, but whatever. so long as the work gets _done_. then ... then i can finally rest. a little. then i can try and impose a normal working schedule, and not get caught between the gears again. i hope?