good morning

still trying to design a synthesizer. its a long process starting from
"ok so whats a diode?". currently i have all my schematics drawn up, and
i am just working on getting the PCBs all laid out. 5 distinct modules,
though a few are multi-function.

i thought it was 7 before i checked. 5 seems much more managable.

part of the reason its taken so long is that adhd thing i ignored since
my diagnosis at 23. i find that either (a) i can't get focused in on what
I am trying to do, or (b) i'll get so focused that i forget to eat, stretch,
do chores, etc etc etc. (a) sucks cause its easy for that go shift into
an anxiety attack, and (b) sucks not only for feeling like I'm neglecting
stuff, but its also physically draining. every time I stop I sort of come
up for air and have to look around and reorient myself.

also in November i pinched a nerve in my back, twice. I couldn't sit
comfortably for two weeks which killed any momentum I had, and its not
felt that great since

i'll figure something out, its just rough sometimes.