it was a good day

got my flip phone, it plays my mp3 with my bluetooth earphones with no problem, i like it, it's
weird to not have a smartphone, to be able to scroll while in the bathroom or to be constantly updated with
messages from friends.

i am happy, i have been doing things that i like and enjoy lately.


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Last weekend i binged and purged two times

monday tuesday and today i ate close to 300 calories a day

i feel good, sometimes hungry but good

why? i don't know

but not eating is easier that eating little in my opinion, i dont get triggered in binge eating this way

it's not good i know ....