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if i only gained weight i would fucking stop binge eating like a pig,
but no, i will fast for the next two days and i'll make up for it,
i will probably lose a kg too like every week.

i hate it.

but no purging, that's the objective for the moment. never again. even if i
would love to.

UPDATE: i'm fucking worthless. purged, then binged again, the purged again.

broke my 10 days streak. why. why. why. why. why. why. why. why. why. why.
 why. why. why. w hy. why. why. why.why. why. why. why.why. wy. why. why.
  why. why. why. wwhy. wh y. why. why. why. why. why. why. why. why. why.
 why. why. why. why. why. why. why . why. why. why. why. why. why.why. why.
 why. why. whyh. why. why. why. why. why. why. why. why. why. why. why.

and the problem is that it feels so good