i fucked up with K

not really fucked up as it was my intention

but it's still hard, i spent some really nice moments with her

but we were not meant to be, we both are not good by ourselves and ended up being a bad influence for the other
(mostrly triggering our own weaknesses).

Let's add up the fact that i count on leaving italy again for another year and it would have been absolutely
detrimental for us keeping this thing going.



I need to spend some time by myself maybe

ord i could find another girl and keep being so delusional